nude. ascending staircase

clear contact
ally death
natural dying
light pool
remember
being light
remember
Taweret
on khufu ship
electrum silver gold
delivering me
on ship I Am
a baby
today I died. I see the sun. I see the moon. joining. I hear a bird sing. it is not here. flutters of birds all around. they flutter the ceiling. they bring down long wicks of oil and wax
my arm. reach up. finger rays. spread fingertips. wicks candle fingertips alight with flame
present song sung poetry become play
across nile waters tones of charcoal of blue grey chalk and of blended skin along grey pink dolphins that swim with the nile
Taweret transforms her body her face become expanse become black water become reflective water become disappears become black sky
then blue sky
then earth then sand then sound
submerge into being I Am now. now sounds now now present
now present now
I Am a baby
Day Chamber
discovery to transition. mutual infused all experience. enriching sharing. life to perception to ideas transform. nature to people. transform bonds to connection. alchemical to style to illumination pathway. unknown to unknown. nude solitary. sand dune lake air. walk journey to consideration to thought to air light
substance to form giving substance to polarity. connect contradictions to view to the whole. harmonious dualities are these
harness you you may help help may you you may harness harness you
purity. ritualistic geometry. celestial reflecting reflection enlightenment. sudden moment of
air light concepts
to speak void to death to life bridges to essence
Lullaby Song for the baby and at death
I water drink | I am drinking water | To the house he goes | He is going to the house
The stars you see | You can see the stars | The cat she loves | She loves the cat
Happy we are | We are happy | Bread they eat | They are eating bread
Shines the sun | The sun is shining | Shines the sun | The sun is shining
Illuminating reflection high near
can it
it can be
blending of oils of spiritual beauty of natural encounters of travel
natural emotion of feeling
Day Book of the Dead
day 1
curiosity excited by everyday activity. everyday I Am engage in poses. some classical. some not shown to I Am. some are of the body unclothed. nude. descending staircase. descending without staircase. I Am as one underfoot then spiraling to floor up to ceiling to where most is falling. falling air light
everyday. I Am attract what is unknown to me. song, giant to small images, to small breathing. on screens then to sculpture then to understanding. the chamber opens up then become ocean. then sunk together as become leek and grain soup. never shy not repel I Am become looking into open air. this is my way. the only piece left in the room become air light become nude become I Am so I look at that
today. inspiring things to be exposed. to be I Am. to be subjects without name. to become titles without words. I Am to be things and wonder. human I Am gods. find disappointment satisfaction puzzlement surprise to become rest. become dreams to become pictures to become picture within them. I Am who become looking to who
lightning strikes within the chamber. it is bright night. I Am soft quiet air become time to die
day 2
today. become female male human gods air light expectation. become nude. become recognizable. intestines in air
nude. sands and history. become Æons of light. today. expectation. satisfaction. become visible. clay armor metal silver gold. electrum glide in lapis lazuli. I Am become a person and gold. I Am become a glimpse of my legs. arms spreading out stretching across sunrise. hips back knees face touch eternity touch the chamber. I Am become nude. geometrical abstraction in air light. legs hips torso shoulders head. volumes to light planes to ample lines sun light basking in light. stomach muscles expand brain. organic thought dissolving. chamber bathed in Æons of light Æons of day Æons of beauty. I Am become emotions in all positions. nightfall diagonal parting chamber in two ways. nude body attending to nightfall
day 3
finally. gods are pleased. I Am become nude. subdued ecstatic. air light sound
nude I Am become nude. small silver box. nude to screens to sky to brain. pages of light fill the chamber. night obscure. nude to light. nude to small silver baby. silver boxes within portal become soundless become free
gods are pleased. free of the moment. free of the air. I Am become changed away from the chamber
the chamber to portal to air light of early and dawn. marble clay porcelain glass mirror. all ordinary and without notoriety. all absorb light during early dawn. all is observed. all and the gods are free
zebra brook zebra nile zebra beauty
I Am become nude. puzzle of large objects
nightfall. cradled by the moon
day 4
this day to passion. the gods are enlivened. transform difference of calm to life. of making passion. making abandon
courage. sail out to calm to mystery
I Am become chamber. poised of picture of art of screens. picture is picture. air light all sounds. silver box then to box. all is enlightened. made of light. or the possibility of light. I Am become here
note that paradox is not bestowed
I Am enact air light. stomach to comprehend
gods are pleased. compehend aura to the day planes. then to night. wick oil glow fingertips alight. I am become chamber. by nothing to nothing that is hidden
alive all alive all clear
the nile
day is here is become day. is become clear
sun of day. song food time sleep moon of day
sun of day. origin of moon
nothing of nothing exists. nothing is known
nothing is known. I Am become day
birth. given to the gods. I Am become aura
day become night
day 5
day is day
dying rebirth
embrace transformation
embody life death rebirth
brain to clay jar
intestines alight on air
reflect the divine
journey to birth to born to death to air light
essence odors fragrance skin to air light
renewal
nile existence
zebra pink skin existence. sipping the nile
day exists
night exists
then the day
day 6
today is birth
is birth is
conception
is birth is
stillness of creation
I Am become aura
rising to light air
essence fused with the sun
rising within the womb of Nut
is birth is
vast sky within chamber then moon then sun
whole
air
divine
light energy
day
night to day
I Am become day
light energy
conception
cosmos to day to night
staircase ascending
cradled by night
cradled by day
I Am become being
then day
then to night
day 7
day
day
night day
night
I Am become the shape and odor of whispers of the gods who are pleased
I Am become divine
embraced by life breath
passage to the afterlife breath
the sun sets
journey to nile to light time
observe paradox of detachment
join to life through intestines breath air clay earth cosmos
flourish
growth
grounding
observe sacred time
weigh heart against the feather of Ma’at
essence of goodness of earthly deeds
eternal transcendence
dawn is
sun is
moon is
nude ascending
uniting stars
life become rebirth become eternity become body
I Am become death
gods are pleased
today night is here
Day Book of the Dead II
birthsound
Bes within Bes surround Bes through within Bes yet not here yet all. Bes around slime of chamber of slime shimmer then heart slither away far call far away now here growing out of fresh pot by the sea made of clay soil now here for the sun. one will Bes will Bes pounce. one will Bes will skip jump. one will Bes will Bess fly. one will Bes will fly me to the moon. Bes none will arouse him for he is aroused. colors of slime do adorn him for he laughs like a hawk. Bes lovely as slime become simple pleasure simple with season. time heavy with song. heals all hearts pumping with pleasure. heart sings out of him. Bes before me and the nile. showers shimmering ocean. vast fields of horizons harvesting locusts of sound. brushing wheat become grain become morning become mists on fields enfolding the chamber. Bes air becomes air touching ankles touching wrists touching feet neck waist glistening. become laughing with gods with Bes who adores me. adores the wriggles shakes within my basket. Bes become laughs. Bes laughs speaking for me
birthtaste
Sekhmet radiant path greet dophins who greet me. kissed by the sun by the moon softly in this wet chamber. kissed by the porpoise of gods. kiss grey pink skin in the nile. nile flows abundantly here in chamber become sand floats lagoon. gold tips kiss my feet toes knees. zebra sip my feet. chamber of kissing of promise of memory of nile. promise abundance and ease. two circles two chambers two mouths. salt sweet oil grain citrus sour citrus wine grain medicine honey elixir licorice bread. all circle the mouth like gulls. echo become nile. nose mouth. nose. Sekhmet become nose become all corners of the chamber. protectant of all tongue. god parent of my tongue. fire then laughter of my cheeks. Sekhmet become rose blooming my mouth
birthsmell
cloth piles plant roots soil mounds sea weed. oils fragrance flowers. winds bring shadows dance light shifting chamber walls. slime time grains. drip nose. drip drip drip. universe chorus in my nose. call to the gods calling to me, roses virtues signals blankets wave night into nile within passages within nose. pass wisdom to the day. night wisdom unto night
gods receive me a gift unto gods. noses circle touching noses touching nude body then blankets then cloth. gods eyes gleam gods laugh onto egg melon sweet laughter song. dream nose dream gift touching noses
birthsight
Melon for Ma’at. warm melon curve space of the world. hair light air light glass for Ma’at. glass spins. belly for Ma’at. travels through journey of brain of thought and idea. gods pleased through the belly journey guide. penis staff for Ma’at. star signal star gods celestial music mountains plants trees. hands fingers for Ma’at. touching noses zebras dolphins the nile. gives pleasure gives gods gifts of fire gift of light. gods are pleased. a feather presses lightly upon heart
Ma’at is pleased
I A’m
aurora spring light
I A’m met feather met whisper met heart met journey
I A’m kiss star kiss unto light kiss gods kiss seasons kiss shape fragrant cosmos dolphin then nile
kiss heat
kiss exist
gods are pleased
I A’m
ascend
all day
all light
day here
I A’m
by light
by moon
by day