disastifer

7:21 am saturday disastisept 13 2025 hmmm. had a lot disasters in my dreams last night. well maybe not a lot but enough. really all you need are one or two, in waking or dream life. dis ass stir. flooding attics with water gushing down stairs and out of the house. electrical fire on a vintage chrome steel vacuum cleaner. and with me playing catch-up cure cancel can't keep up with that disaster, ugh
all the way, gulp
home
yup. this involves the home. whether at our home, the physical. or in my home, my body spirit mind, metaphysical.
the disasters of the home are still with me.
clearly, I'm anxious (understatment) about all of this. despite all the work I've done since I was teen, well
there's still more work to be done.
hm
definitely need to handle my Self with care as I proceed forward. will do, will do. but yeesh
the disastifers healing never stops.

8:25 am listening to the ultra fantastic La La La album by Marinero and yeah it's putting a smile on my face.
helping me glide out o my disastifer dreams and into onto a fun pop spirit.
very Brian Wilson-esque, Cornelius, From Bubblegum To Skye, Sgt Peppery type-O-fun
music soothes the soul, indeedy yes.
8:35 am
water pipes = inner workings, foundational, emotions, groundwork, hidden or unknown connections, flow, fluidity
fire = spirit, transformation, erasure, energy, connection, forces, otherness, consumption, consumation, spiritual, completess, finality, transcendence, magic, control no control, unleashing
harmony disorder completeness chaos
individuality
transform
tears
me
8:44 am
electricity = unknowns, mystery, time, nowness, moment, light, fleeting, speed, ingnition, the mind, intelligence, ideas, contact, metaphysical, wide view, big view, minutia, invention, creativity, individuation, detours, journey, travel, propulsion, action

Moi, 2025 by moi

Moi 2, 2025 by moi

Moi 3, 2025 by moi
10:31 am round the outside. round the outside.
on the outside. having just watered our tomatos, flowers, plants.
sitiing down now, near the bird bath, near the ol stump. a bug hovers near my knee. its form, shape and color pattern a clear b true inspiration for sci fi illustrator Chris Foss


his work plus a good handful of other sci fi, fantasy n major league fine artists & commercial illistrators (Picasso, Dali, Rufino Tamayo, Norman Rockwell, MC Escher, Disney, Frank Frazetta, Richard Corben, Boris Vallejo, Erté, George Grosz, Otto Dix, Peter Max, Maxfield Parrish + MAD Magazine! + Jack Kirby, comics n the original illustrations for the Wizard of Oz series) were showcased in BIG coffee table books and ha-uuge inspirations for me, a lil West LA artist kid growing up in the 70s.
I just ate all that stuff up!
