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7:53 am oct 3 2025 hmmmm . . yeah. life.

its been tuff n unfluffed round here lately, meaning well yeah, my life.

gonna pass on the details n really . . thinkn the best thing to do is put los feelings aside, hm not a bad name for a band

8:28 am well I skipped on the IndieWeb Carnival thang, second person birds. cuz yeah things got hairy round here. but I was happy with my idea sparked n initial start draft. hope to finish that soon. now this month's theme is Ego, so perhaps . .

anyhoo, I dug that the host alluded to the Brian Wilson song Hang On To Your Ego n the timing was interesting cuz I was enjoying this, texted a friend

wow this jus came up, listening to it now, terrific first track https://m.soundcloud.com/user-643553014/the-nts-breakfast-408479527

8:37 am hmm these numbers feel off, but goin with it. mostly anxiety I bet.

been doin lil digital drawings n comix lately too which has been fun n a relief. gettin to the source of who I am, which yeah, is a relief and really

I see that the best course o action is, well, action. sooo jus gonna put some on these feeling aside or pour them into my art n humor n perhaps this lil loveblog n get on with the gettin on.

nice to return to livebloggin after a few ruff days too.

8:45 am oh yeah hey note to self, gonna create my first lil website this month. I feel I can do it. I dig the indieweb vibe.

I can do it!

cha cha cha

8:54 am nice to know (again) that in difficult times I can still be inspired. this definitely speaks to my childhood too.

I'm feeling quite inspired!

6:57 am wacktober 7 20plentyvibe or sumpin like that.

life gettin the way o livebloggin but . .

as I write this, is really not an either or thing

writin or livebloggin (which is really just a format, an approach, a eh . . mood). I mean

everything that goes on or doesn't, happens or um unhappens. nonhappens, antihappens, is well

life

and its yours, or in this case mine.

but maybe its yours cuz your reading it

n its part of your life, no matter how fleeting

or small

or inconsequential

or ephemeral

ephemeral like life

7:16 am ok. gonna tackle or lift up today like I've done many many days, n there have been many days, thankfully, with everything I got

the whole of me

I suppose the holes in me

and the desire or wish or gamble or knowledge n instinct n just a hunch

that healing is real